Something that I can't Explain

    When i was in high school, i have someone that admired me and she kinda liked me. We get along each other at that time, slowly i somehow knew that she liked me but i didn't know what i had to do. So i told my friend about what happened, and i asked him for advice. Unfortunately, she was also asking for help to my friend's girlfriend, so my friend and his girlfriend were being a matchmaker to help her and me got together.

    At that moment after i knew the truth, i think i shouldn't have told my friend about my problem and i shouldn't have asked for help with my personal problem. But i didn't know why, because of them, i slightly got closer to her, after that, she confessed to me, i somehow didn't want to accept her feelings, but i decide to accepted her out of guilt. 

   After about two week, I finally said to her that we can no longer date each other because i didn't want to have a girlfriend, but i wanted to stay as a close friend, i think she might have misunderstood that i didn't want to be friend with her anymore. Then after that moment, she hated me and every time i wanted to try to explain what i meant, she suddenly got mad at me. So, i was really struggling through this hard time, then finally, on the 27^th of october 2017, i've told her what i meant, luckily she understood what i meant that day. If i were the old me that time, i would have not accepted her confession.

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