A Message of Regret

                                                                          
            This is a story about something that i regretted doing in high school.

             When i was still in senior high school, i have a crush on someone, we have been together since elementary school, and i have crush on him since the first year of junior high school. So we went to the same high school, but he enrolled for the acceleration class and i enrolled for the reguler class, that means we decided to walk in a different path. I felt sad at that time, but then i worked hard so that i would get noticed by him, like for example : being active by joining debating club and any other organizations. And so the time has passed and his graduation party almost come. I felt really sad at that time because i honestly felt really hard to be separated by him since we have been together since elementary school.

            I didn’t know what to do, but then i asked my friend to give me an advice about what should i do with him. But then, my friend suggested that i should make a comic for him since i’m good at drawing. So then i listened to what she said, i started making comic about how we first met, how i started to have a crush on him, and many other memories that we had shared together, i also wrote down about my feelings towards him.

               When the graduation party had come, i gave him the gift, inside the gift was a comic diary that i had made for the past few months. Then he accepted the gift, and then he left the boarding school. Not long after that, he texted me saying that he was thrilled by my comic, and he discussed about eveything i had drawn there, and from that time on, we slightly became closer, but strangely, he didn’t talk about my feelings for him. After a few days, i was really curious about how he felt towards me, because i think we were more than friends at that time. So i asked my best friend to stay in my room for a night and asked her to phone him while i typed down what she had to say to him in my laptop.

               Unfortunately, when she asked him how he felt towards me, he said that we had a misunderstanding, he was being so nice to me all the time because he acknowledged me as his closest girl friend, and he asked my best friend how he should do to me. Then my best friend said that it’s best for him to tell the truth, and hearing from his mouth like that, my heart felt like it has been shattered. From that time on, i realized, I should have not chased him for love, I should have not confessed to him, I should have not made a comic for him, i shoulder have not Askes my  friend for advice, and i should have not have a high expectation on him.


Indiana Dwitanty
CIT 1
English Assignment

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